Long hard road out of hell

I want to fly into your sun
Need faith to make me numb
Live like a teenage christ
I'm a saint, got a date with suicide

Oh Mary, Mary
To be this young is oh so scary
Mary, Mary
To be this young I'm oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

Spin my way out of hell, theres nothing left this soul to sell


Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
How many times to do this for you?

Mary, Mary
To be this young I'm oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Long hard road, out of hell

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Sell my soul for anything, anything but you
Sell my soul for anything, anything but you

Já há bastante tempo que não passava por aqui. Hoje decidi voltar, com uma musica do Manson. Descreve o que sinto, claro. I want to live. :)

Pale

Within Temptation

The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
I have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realise
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it will be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.




Pensei em muitas músicas para pôr aqui hoje... Nenhuma delas servia para mostrar os meus sentimentos em toda a sua plenitude... Encontrei esta música, Pale dos Within Temptation, e reparei que a letra da música diz exactamente o que estou a sentir...
É mais uma música que anuncia mudança na minha vida, ou pelo menos que quero atingir essa mudança...
A música transmite a mensagem de que tenho de lutar, não posso desistir, que tudo pode ser diferente e que, como eu costumo dizer, "A dor é inevitável, mas o sofrimento é opcional", e eu escolhi não sofrer mais, e vou fazer tudo por tudo para ser feliz...
Obrigado a ti amiga, sem dúvida és o anjo que me protege em todos os bons e maus momentos, e consegues dar-me apoio e uma palavra de conforto, apesar de tudo o que se passa na tua vida... Não tenho palavras para exprimir o quanto te estou agradecido. Amo-te muito meu anjo cor-de-rosa.




I am breaking free from my past... I am unchaining my heart...

The Last Song I'm Wasting On You

Evanescence

Sparkling grey
Through my own veins
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again

Fly

Hilary Duff


Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of yesterday,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try,
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

In a moment, everything can change.



Já há muito tempo que não vinha aqui escrever, ultimamente tenho só postado letras de músicas que me faziam pensar na minha vida, e os respectivos videoclips... mas acho que agora já estou apto a escrever...
Ultimamente muita coisa mudou na minha vida... e tenho passado uma fase má, mas desde ontem que tenho andado diferente, o meu sorriso já se consegue notar... Não se passou nada de especial que fizesse mudar a minha tristeza, acho que simplesmente acordei para a vida, e vejo que há coisas bem melhores que tar sempre a pensar em tudo o que aconteceu...
Finalmente a minha vida está a andar para a frente e estou a esquecer tudo de mau que me abalou neste último mês... Vamos ver até quando isto dura, sim porque o meu lado pessimista, esse nunca desaparece, faz parte de mim.
Os meus amigos têem sido um grande apoio nesta fase da minha vida, e a eles agradeço muito mesmo, também digo um muito obrigado ao meu ex-namorado, apesar de nos termos magoado muito e de termos passado esta fase péssima, ele nunca deixou de me ajudar em tudo o que podia... Obrigado lindo, nunca vou esquecer os momentos bons que passámos, e os maus... esses vão ficar para trás, esquecidos, enterrados... Nunca te esqueças do quão importante és para mim.


Agora vai ser a minha vez de brilhar, agora vou fazer tudo por mim, vou lutar pela minha felicidade, esteja ela onde estiver, nem que eu tenha de ir para a China!
Sinto que a partir de agora a minha vida vai melhorar bastante, até porque agora eu estou mesmo determinado a que isso seja possível.
Vou finalmente cumprir as promessas que fiz ao meu melhor amigo... e SER FELIZ!!!!

Abraços a todos, e obrigado por lerem o meu blog!

Trouble

Coldplay



Oh no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
Oh no whats this?
A spider web, and Im caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things Ive done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And i, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no I see,
A spider web and its me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in my little bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And i, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.


I NEVER MEANT TO CAUSE YOU TROUBLE!!!