Fallen

Sarah Mclachlan

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...



Now... all there was in life means nothings to me...
Now... that I am dead inside...
Now... I am just a shadow...

Call Me When You're Sober

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves.
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

Maybe

Milk Inc feat. Regi

Just another day,
I’m wondering through the city trying to find my way,
But I see you,
And every stranger that walks by,
They all seem to ask me why,
But I don't know,
If there’s a cure,
To stop me from feeling insecure,
I just want to be sure that,
Maybe,
Your better off without me,
Maybe,
Things will turn out for the best,
But how can I be sure,
What the future holds in store,
If you only knew that maybe I love you.

Just another word,
To tell the same old story I've already heard,
No one knows,
Why I've been acting so strangely,
They all should just let me be.
Cause I don’t know if there’s a cure,
Just stop me from feeling insecure,
I just want to be sure that,
Maybe,
Your better off without me,
Maybe,
Things will turn out for the best,
But how can I be sure,
What the future holds in store,
If you only knew that maybe,
I love you.

Drifting out of sight,
I chased the same old shadows every day and night.

But I hear you,
Your footsteps echo around me,
They still haven't found me though.

I look around,
But your not there,
Are we still going anywhere?
Do you even care?

Are you around that corner?

Am I getting warmer?

Are you on your way?

Can I find the words to say that?
Maybe,
Your better off without me,
Maybe,
Things will turn out for the best,
But how can I be sure,
What the future holds in store,
If you only knew that maybe,
I love you.




A letra da música basta para dizer o que sinto...
Não sei o que fazer, não sei o que pensar...
I'm lost in the darkness.
And if I bleed, I'll bleed... knowing you don't care...

Bring Me To Life

Evanescence

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb
without a soul
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
without your love darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)


Acho que nesta altura da minha vida, esta música é a mais indicada para transmitir aquilo que estou a sentir... Sinto-me perdido, sozinho, sem objectivos, sem nada, vazio...
Tenho andado a pensar muito, mas desta vez não são em coisas que me metem para baixo, antes pelo contrário, estou a tentar contornar esta situação, ando a encontrar soluções, algo que me faça sentir bem comigo próprio...
Disse ao meu namorado que me queria afastar dele por uns tempos, quero tentar meter a cabeça no lugar, quero ficar bem comigo, para puder estar bem com ele, e com todas as pessoas no geral...
Já ando a ter algumas ideias para mudar a minha vida... Vou tentar pô-las em prática, vou tentar encontrar uma forma para não me sentir sempre tão triste, tão vazio...
Tou na casa dos meus pais, aqui pensar é fácil, tou muito tempo sozinho, muito tempo perdido nos pensamentos, espero me conseguir reencontrar, para finalmente avançar com a minha vida...
Posso estar no fundo, posso estar no meu pior, mas desta vez vou recusar a mão a todos aqueles que me tentarem ajudar... desta vez quero estar por minha conta, usar as minhas forças, que eu acredito ainda ter, e recompor a minha vida, e talvez começar a ter mais momentos de felicidade do que o normal...
Espero conseguir, sei que posso conseguir, por uma vez na vida tou menos pessimista que o costume... e desta vez o medo de falhar não me está a impedir de fazer o que quero...




I can do it... Or maybe I'm just fooling myself...

Good Enough

Evanescence

Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
now I can't let go of this dream
can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
its been such a long time coming, but I feel good

and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause I can't hold on to anything this good
enough
am I good enough
for you to love me too?

so take care what you ask of me
cause I can't say no

Sometimes I feel that my love is not good enough for you...
Sometimes I wish I could love you even more...
Sometimes I think that I'm hurting you, just because I may not be what you dreamed...
Sometimes I lose control and I say and do things that I wasn't suposed to do...
Sometimes I realise that I'm not the one you need...

And now I'm sure... I should be alone... all by myself... not making you suffer... just falling in darkness alone... with no one to save me from myself... learning how to solve my problems... never hiding behind you again...

I need time for me... I need time to think... I need to be alone...

I just don't want to hurt you... I prefer to be alone...

The Open Door

Novo albúm dos Evanescence já está nas minhas mãos, esperei bastante, mas finalmente é MEU!!!
Estou a ouvi-lo neste preciso momento, e posso afirmar que está excelente, tal como eu esperava.
Já actualizei a playlist do meu Ipod com todas as músicas do albúm, agora é que nunca mais o largo, hehehe (o meu menino até se passa comigo)...



Obrigado por continuarem a aturar os meus devaneios aqui no blog...
Abraços a todos!